>>Death at a Funeral>
2007
Minimal Scratching
))19 April
18:16 "J"esus!?#@ (you
didnt say
he'd be in )>>
a fucking
"wheelchair!"#
1 8:20
//All this talk about phantom dogs
and
things being ?>green!!@
18:22 _Tea_ can do
many
^things
but it cant
bring back the dead!!$%
18:27
The ""valium""
" you gave
Simon wasnt !?actually}}
...valium
Its so funny how naive I was when I moved to the Netherlands because I really thought that
drugs would be very hard to access or some far off distant thing that didnt enter my circle. Only to
realise it is a very common and very easily accesible. I remember in South Africa how taboo just WEED was.
Now being here its not only weed but bloody well everything else. I dont think I will ever get
over certain culture shocks moving to the other side of the world. PUBLIC TRANSPORT, when it works, is amazing
and I will never forget how giddy I was getting onto a train when I first got here. I also just realized when I visted
South Africa again, how car dependent it is, I am glad I got my license but if you dont have a car you really cannot get anywhere.
18:34
He seems to have m o. r e
friends
now that he is [[dead ]]than
when he was
alive??@#
I swear I saw this ad for a person you can hire to come to your funeral, who then stands in the distance with sunglasses on looking all forlorn and mysterious.
I cant imagine anyone actually doing this but I love that idea. A little dramatic flare and mystery to your life.
18:36
:;the
coffin
is
moving
i^m telling YOU!
18:46
For @#gods sake!!__
he was #@$shagging dad!""
18:57
Hes having a
seizure? !
Then
whys he all
tied up? :(
19: 10
Hes fucking dead... ..
.. .
19:20
Im going
to
>kill
h. im
19:30
*coffin knocking
I am reminded of that old custom of when people used to attatch a bell to the headstone
of a burial spot, with a cord running into the coffin beneath the ground. So that if you are ever
in the terrifying situation of being buried alive, you had the neat opportunity to ring the bell and alert
people that you are in fact not dead.
19:40
She'll survive.
The Proposal
2009
<<< Minimal Scratching
[[19/04
22:35
I told her you were...
otherwise
engaged
22:47
Would you p l e a s e ,
with cherries on ^^top,
marry me?
I hope that if I were to marry someone one day they would NOT do it in public. No offense to public proposals and
the whole shebang of the sign behind their head and like a runway for the girl to walk along. I would much rather prefer
a private way more intimate setting. This is to say if I ever even want to get married, I remember a friend of mine when we were younger, say that
she couldnt imagine me with anyone. Needless to say I was very offended haha but I can also see their point. I am very much
a person who enjoys their space and independence, their family. But come to think of it, I think it is a bit lonely to not have
someone in the end?
2 2 :58
can we wait two seconds!!?
before we throw the
kitchen sink at
one another ?
22:59
<< D V D E R R O R >>
23:09
The ??eagle??
came to take the
dog??
23:20
I've never been anywhere
but here,
this is home <3
I have never understood the idea of staying in one spot the entirety of your life.
To never learn of places outside of what you know, to enrich your knowledge and culture and learn
new things and meet new people? Having moved across continents, and traveled inbetween, I find its more the people
that act as a home and not the place.
23:30
Dont take this the wrong way
but you are a {{very]]
beautiful woman
23:40
Balls?
Thats what comes to your
heart?
2 3: 5 0
I dont think @#?hijacking?!
a boat is the
best way to
express your
frustration...
00:00
So youre just \
going to let her
go? <<
00:10
<3 Marry me.
Because I would like to
date you.
//Oceans 11//
2001
S e v ere scratching,
chip p ed inner circle
29/04
20:49
That 70s show actor always in good movies but never the main role, maybe thats how it should be, consistant pay out of the spotlight.
My mom and I were talking about how awful it must be to be very famous, it is certainly something I would never dream of. Also the fact that a lot
of them turned to substance abuse to eleviate the pressure, it must be a bit of a lonely life.
20:53
Im always exposed to poker in media and movies but dont think the desire to learn how to play has ever enticed me.
I always fear the day I will be forced to play poker, I feel like that would happen. I dont care for it.
20:54
Im running away
with
your
wife ;)))
20:57
>$%>>DVD ERROR<<@#@!
20:58
Dancers in the windows remind me of amsterdams
red light district WHICH I accidentally stumbled
upon while walking with my GRANDMA. Safe to say I
dont think ive ever seen her eyes so wide.
21:01
Really cool camera angle from the back of the car, sometimes I wonder if I made a mistake going into graphic design and
should have gone to a film school of some sort instead. A lot of my works use video or moving image in some sort of way.
Then I think learning about film solely, would it have gotten me anywhere? I worry about that with graphic design as well,
but I mean it does also give me the opportunity to use it as a medium so isnt that better? unfortunately now I have the dread that I have
surface level knowledge about what we've been exposed to in the last three years but not actaully a indepth skillset. I fear I am in a
constant battle about whether I should think about the future and secure a path that supports me, or simply going with the flow and doing what I think I enjoy because
life is too short.
21:04
You're
out of your
@#goddamn??! minds
21:09
DVD ERROR
It was at this point my father and I had an argument on whether this actor was Clint Eastwoods son,
Scott Eastwood, and because my father cannot let it go until he knows he is correct.
He had the unfortunate wake up call that I was in fact right and it was not Scott Eastwood. I often times
feel really guilty about how I can snap at my dad, I dont know what comes over me, he can in no way, whatsover, provoke me and yet I still
can revert to this awful spoilt and bratty teenager. I hope one day I can repay him for everything he has ever done for me because
I know I have put him through it at times haha. It is fascinating how once you move out of home, you can adult so hard and garner
a mature independnce, but once I go home for the weekend. I revert to some other lazy entity.
21:12
Hang
on to your
knickers :)))
Absolutely absurd british accent, I miss the old transatlantic accent they did in old hollywood.
it was an interesting blend of british and american and then somehow sounding like neither. I also find it
interesting that I get so many interpretations of my own accent, ive gotten people thinking im Austrailian, British or even American.
When I talk to friends back in South Africa they also mention how american ive started sounding. Either that or im apparently a very posh
british person. I imagine it does have something to do with going to an international school, I wish I could hear the sound of my own voice.
I think ive come to accept my accent has become a "pavement special" a mix of a bunch.
21:16
Dog racing is such an odd concept and one ive only seen in American media,
it does remind me of this video a girl took on a first tinder date with a guy and
he took her to a pig racing event. I would definitly go on a second date.
20:58
Elvis presley music always reminds me of that movie the Game Plan with Dwayne the Rock Johnson. For some reason I think
it happened to be my first exposure to Elvis. Tainted by the Rock. Anyways thats all I really knew as well as how
Elvis died. I dont think anybody wants to die like that.
21:22
DVD ERROR
This dvd has given me the most problems, my dad is always amused, saying it reminds him of a broken record,
playing over and over. Im sure it should since he is ancient. Its funny because I have resorted to DVDs as my physical media of choice
but a lot of people my age also prefer record collecting and having a record player. It is a nice idea, I always admired my moms collection.
But when i thought of doing it myself, I cant imagine how to even start. I have millions of songs on my spotfiy, very specifically curated
and also from random personal origins and often times scores from films. I cant imagine collecting vinyls and it being as impressive and detailed
as what i have on my phone.
//21:24
Everyone...
sober?
21:26
The old school digital interfaces as they map out their heist plan reminds me of the movie Tron.
Also love the score to that movie, I listen to it when I work. What was so funny this year
was that in my spotify wrapped, the "Kung fu Panda 2" movie score was my most listened to album. SUE ME, but it is
one of the most beautiful scores ive listened to. Alongside "How Train your Dragon", "Sinbad; Legend of the Seven Seas"
and "Spirit; Stallion of the Cimarron". I think its one of my more nerdy atribbutes, listening to a whole bunch of animated film scores
hence why I also never offer to play music in a group setting cause I know "Oogway Ascends" will happen to get in the mix and will recieve
a lot of funny looks. But there is something to be said about movie music and how its designed to literally impact you emotionally.
Whats also super sweet and not to get all gushy is that the guy ive started dating studies music and produces music for short films. Safe to say
I think we have a funny little bond over this .
21: 33
O b s eqience is a word??#@!!
21:37
>>D V D ERRO R
21:45
Heavin forbid she gives him a chaste kiss on the corner of his mouth in public.
I feel I have seen much worse offenses of PDA.
21:48
"Manet and Monet,
one had syphillus
one married his mistress."
. .. . "They also painted occasionally."
21:4 9 DVD ERROR
22:0 2 DVD ERROR AND EJ EC TIO N
22:05
You stupid bastard
This line came right after the DVD acting up for the one hundredth time
and I felt really encapsulated my frustration. There is something to be said about the
patience you have to have, and I am sure we used to have back in the day. I think there is a
small duty in collecting physical media, but it certainly comes with it own quirks.
22:08
I have a song from the barbie movie "Princess and the Pauper" stuck in my head. "To be a princess" THOSE movies are BOMB.
22:14
(sm o o th ja z z zz)
22:16
DVD ERROR
Everytime I load it back up it sounds like a bloody jet engine taking off. Now that I think about it I cant
even grasp how planes fly. Yes I can easily look it up but I wont. I can also say the same thing for a million other things,
wifi is incomprehensible to me. Bluetooth? Pictures? If I time traveled back into history and I explain the brilliance of all these
inventions of the future and some roman plebian asked me "So how do you make that?", I for real could not tell him.
22:21
Never understood the appeal of Las Vegas
22:23
"Hows your wife?"
"Pregnant. ..Again"
"Well,
it happens"
2 2:28
@#!%DVD !!ERROR
22:31
Their power is cut off for a minute and chaos ensues. Imagine if they had to deal with the loadshedding
in South Africa. An INTENTIONAL shutdown of electricity because the demand exceeded the capacity. We had different levels
and depending on how worse the level was, the longer you would go without power. I think level four had us without power for twelve hours a day.
The inconvenience and the memes that came with that is so special and personal to South Africa haha.
2 2 :53 Did you check the //((0batteries?#@
22:40 DVD ERROR
22:50
how long will you be???:(
James Bond:
Skyfall 2 01 2
Scratching, frayed dvd box
30/04
21:03
Saying goodnight to my mom and explaining what im doing for this project again.
Except its hard because i dont even know what i am doing. Just hoping ill come up with something aweinspiring.
I fear thats the working process of many of my projects, doing stuff and hoping it will turn into something better.
I often times feel like an imposter when it comes to this degree. what do i really know of graphic design. It is also funny
because i am a chronics stresshead, and stuff like this gets my mind all twisted and when i complain ive been told,
"You realise you are stressing about having to watch a movie everyday" that really puts things into perspective i have to say. TO BE FAIR,
studying a creative degree does come with the pressure of no garuntee or stability.
21:06
I have a good feeling about the quality of this dvd
(famous last words, she was in fact worse than yesterdays viewing)
21:08
My dad about james bond, "hes rather suave"
21:0 9
0 07---,
are you alright ?
2 1:10
DVD ERROR
21:14
LOVE Adeles theme here
21:17
ive drifted off to thinking about the book i finished reading today which was INSANE.
Sometimes i worry or am intimidated by people who read intellectual and self help books,
or have pretentious coffee table books they never touch but then i remember that life is
literally too short to care and i will enjoy my sci fi adventure book in defiance. With the added
pleasure of a subplot romance.
21:19
"obituary? what a bitch" - my dad
21:20
To hell with
d i g nity,
ill leave when the jobs
done.@!$
You tell em Dame Judi Dench. I dont think you will catch me putting my
job before my life but to each their own.
21:22
30 minute phonecall break with a guy im dating. Sorry dad :)
Its funny because i should be focusing on a million things like internship applications,
projects and assignments but all i can think about is when am i going to see this guy again.
I feel like i am allowed to feel this way, for the first time in my life i am decentering
school. Its a necassary change and helps put into perspective that not everything is about
my degree and future. It has certainly alliviated pressure. I am happy i waited so long
untill i felt ready, if i had met him beginning of last year nothing would have happened.
I think it was good to grow with myself first, get a sense of who i am and what i want before learning these
things about another person. I always imagined dating would just be like a friend but better but i have to admit
theres a lot more to it than that that i would not have been prepared for up until this year.
And sure, i was way insecure about having bnever dated anyone in the past compared to a LOT of friends, but i think Everyone
is on their only timeline and comparison is the thief of joy.
22:05
London is sooo different to how it is in media. Its a lot less clean.
2 2 ::12
DV D E
RRO
R
22:16
Why not stay
dead ?
22:21
Saying goodnight to my brother. I often get really jelous or a parallel universe version of my brother where he
isnt autistic and is a normal 20 year old guy that isnt mentally and physically stunted. I am envious of the things
we could be doing together like normal siblings would, hell i yearn to argue and bicker with him and of course i do anyways
but it doesnt come with him fighting back. It is lonely to have a sibling you cant talk to. To have a person in your life
that you can only minimally interact with. And then i get angry with myself because the relationship we have
is something beyond others comprehension and in a way, way more closer than if it was normal. It certainly is a love hate relationship
and i am not one to waste time over thinking what could have been, it is what it is and actively have to learn to appreciate it.
22 : 2 7
(tense spy music)
22:39
DV D
ER R O
R
22:44 I didnt order anything.
Not even you.
2 2:50
$ @! DV D E RROR &^%
22:5 7 I know when a
woman is afraid
and pretending not
to be
2 3:0 5 D VD ERRO R
23: 007
Hello James,
\\\Welcome
23:10
The villian is going on about rats, I can only think of that medieval torture method. Where a bucket with rats is secured
to the guys belly and then fire is but at the back of the bucket so that the rats have nowhere else to go but t and knaw themselves
free through the dudes gut. This is disgusting and inhumane but unfortunately i find these stories absolutly fascinating. This is coiming
from a girl who when she was like eleven or twleve, one of her guilty plesure shows was "A thousand ways to Die", she also read "Horrible Histories" when
she was even younger than that AND when she went to Germany in 2010, BEGGED her parents to go to a medieval torture museum. There are some
questonable photos of me as a little girl smiling next to a guillotines and whatnot.
23:17
Its a wa s t e o
f good
scotch
23:27
Oh good,
theres in coming
2 3:2 9
DVD ER ROR
23:35
I used to dream of a situation that put me in public absolutly aurafarming
23:37
I wont miss next time
23:43
Aston Martin reveal. James Bonds theme ensues. Chills along my skin. At this point im locked in on the movie.
23:46 Orphans
make the best recruits
23:52
Shit, i need to get a gift for mothers day
23 :5 4
D
VD E
RR
OR
23:56
Welcome to Scotland
SCOTLAND. FOREVER
00:06Now its just me
and h e r
This dude has some serious mother issues and she isnt even his mother.
Whats that freudian thing where he says sons are cted to their mothers?? Bruh
00:08
#@! DV&%#!D
E R R OR&^%
00:16
Free both of us
why are injuries in movies downplayed. Id be screaming in agony if i had a knife wedged between my shoulder blades.
I remember when i was younger i also wanted to be a stunt lady. It still seems like such an epic job,
you get paid to throw yourself off cliffs or soemthing. In hindsight, probably not the safests bet but certainly and exciting one.
Crazy Stupid Love
2 011
Slight scratching
01 /05
21:31 I want a divorce
Ironically she said as my parents argue in the background. Not to put my entire heart on my sleeve but i do wonder
sometimes if my parents are okay. Of course they have their moments where i am completley convinced love is real And
theyre happy but other times i swear it puts me off the entire notion of getting married. I am terrified of the idea of getting married and being in Love
then slowly as the years go by you start to detest one another and the notion of it turning into hatred. It is a mssive committment for
the rest of your life? Its not an easy concept.
21:40
Another vodka cranberry?
21:43 Im so much older
than I thought id be
VALID. I try not to get scared by the idea of aging but how could i not when were consistantly
told to enjoy our youth while it lasts? That it only gets worse from here? Like damn, i try to look at it from
the perspective of me absolutly chilling in an old age home. I would be watching tv shows on repeat, playing sims and minecraft for hours.
Im lazy now with stress about school work and future career now, but imagine how amazing it will be when im allowed to be lazy when im old. In that sense
im more excited. Maybe its more a vanity thing, i want to be young and have nice skin and full body autonomy. That will eventually
whither away and will just have to accept it.
21:50 she will rue
the day
you never get a male makover montage and after this scene i think we should have way more.
Why is it always the girl.
22:00
Wanna get out of here?
Its Ryan Gosling. Duh
22:0 4
@#!D V D ERROR##!
22:10
You did. You
"Miyagied" me
22:17
You should be studying the
ceiling of his
bedroom
Guffaw
22:20
I have marked myself with a
scarlett J for you Jessica!
I sometimes get dissapointed that i didnt get an epic highschool romance.
The notion of an epic first love in your youth felt shoved down my throat back then
from books and movies and i do feel like it really made me insecure that it didnt happen.
Its funny cause they prepare you in school about peer pressure and saying no to drugs, i felt there was
way more social pressure to be with a boyfriend and we were kids?? Maybe i felt it way more personally
and i think its definitly part of what made me who i am today.
22:30 Nine?
You showed me :(())
22:35
D V D ERROR$%!
22:40 I work Dirty Dancing
into the conversation ))
22:44
Such a beautiful scene of them talking into the night and getting to know eachother. I Yearnnn.
22:50
DVD ERROR.. . again $%@!
23:00
(Spandeau Ballets "True")
Love this song
23:10
Im in love with her.
I dont know what i was doing
before
this.
Swoons. Safe to say i am a hopeless romantic
23:20
Im prepared
to shoot you in the face
with it
23:22
DVD
E R RO R
Shes the Man 2006
>>Great Condition
03/ 05
12:1 9 You want me to turn you into your
brother?
12:23
I feel like i could play a much more nonchalant dude
12:30
Just busy being a
guy :))3
12:40 Girls with asses like mine,
dont talk to guys with
faces like yours .
12:42
Why would this have been interesting if Amanda Bynes fell in love with the girl instead of Channing
12:50
Youre an appealing guy,
man.
"Guy man.""??
12:52
Gender envy is so real. I remember wanting to be a boy when i was younger and sometimes even now. The idea
of less pressure, getting away with whatever you want, doing whatever you want and going anywhere. Say what you want, being
a woman is hard and terryfying. It is ingrained in our systems from so early on about how to not put ourselves out there too much, dont
draw attention to yourself. How to be safe, to be cautious and how to defend ourselves or even just being taught to mindlessly endure things
because "it is what it is". Of course its never the case for everyone and im hardcore generalising but there was a part of me as a little girl, who envied the group of boys
that got to stay late out not have a care in the world about how they acted or looked like. There is a certain freedom in boyhood that can never
be the same for girls, if only a bit more nuanced. Not to say i had a AWFUL childhood as a girl, but there were momentary lapses of jelousy.
13 :00 "" What are you going to do,
drown me in your tears? ""
13:10
This has been fun
but i
have to go
shave
13:20 my intensity scares some people
13:30
is it just me or does this
soccer game have more nudity
than most
13:40
you dont need a
man to wear a
beautiful dress
Pirates Of the Caribbean,
Dead Man’s chest
2006
Great condition
19/05
19;23 Jack sparrow is a ___d y ing breed
19:33
You'll find a ship,
a ship with black sails
19;43
They intend to do him the
honor of releasing him
from his fleshy prison
Oh to be a pirate galavanting across the seven seas on a million adventures. Honestly just want to dress like a pirate, the drip is insane, and to feel a bit androgynous. I feel like this adventure genre is a bit of a lost art, I yearn for more.
19;53
He's got my eye!
He won't give it back
God what a FANTASTIC film, I will just be in awe and try not to think of the million of things I should be doing but I mean TECHNICALLY this is work. So. “Oh no! I have to watch a couple of movies for a project, the TERROR! Life is such a prison “ ;)
20:03
What vexes all men?
A woman <33
20:13
{[}One soul
is not equal
to another
20;33
I feel sullied and unusual
Valid quote and similar to my own predicament. Had a Phone call with my dad cause he wanted to see my new NAKED PEARLY WHITES just took my braces off this morning it is the most BIZARRE feeling in the world, so soft and smooth. I feel like an old person with just gums and my teeth look massive for my mouth. Will just take some getting used to again
20;43
"I'm here to find the man I love"" ! !@
.. .
"I'm really flattered son,
but my first and only
love is the
\\sea
2 0:53
It was {{]}never about
winning or \
losing
There are no survivors 21:03
21;1
3
I _knew you'd warm up to me
eventually :))
2 1:23
I've
got a
Jar of dirt!
21;33
Abandon ship
21;43
Against the cold
and the sorrow
How to
train Your dragon
2 010
<<>>Great Condition!!
18/05
21;53 Trolls exist!!
they steal your socks,
but only the left ones. ::(())
22;03why dont you just.. . fl y away?
I wish i could fly away right now, my head is so foggy with everything going on. this past week has honestly been a bit
hell and overwhelming and i am really struggling to delagate tasks and failing to manage the stress. Im watching this movie while
writing up application email drafts. I feel so left behind and insecure about my work and nothing is feeling very dandy right now.
Boy do i love when people say they have an internship, the highlight of my week.
22;13
T o othless?
.. ..I could have sworn you had teeth[[]]
22:23
Youre acting weird. Well, weirder.
22;33
Oh ))great Odins ghost!
This is it
its so sweet to watch this movie again after obsessivly listening to its soundtrack for years and now i feel i can watch
it with a more intune depth and feeling because the music is all i can hear and it is good. And now cue "romantic flight" i even know
the names by heart.
22;43
Night Fury!@# $
22;53
all hells going to break loose.. .
so are my undies, good thing I brought extras
I have now written up three more applications. My state of mind is feeling less deteriortated. Please god let some studio want me.
23;03
Hiccup!
Crazy interested in peoples experiences with "phantom limb" the idea that you lose a part of your body but you can still feel it??
Grownups
2010
29/05
Slight Scratching <<<
22:14You got yourself a .. . tasty quesadilla
I am so burnt out it's not even funny. It's one thing after the other, I'm hoping by putting on an “easy” movie I can manage. Have to multitask between this and another project. Something I'm so lost with, I really hope I don't get so much backlash when I talk with my lecturer tomorrow but I can keep upppp
22;25
Looks like she
didn't get the memo
What I would give to be in a cosy log cabin house on the lake and it to be warm summer . I'm so excited for this semester to be over SUE ME
22;35
You got toe
22;45
He just ))bit his chicken
I'm going to have this song stuck in my head “if you like pina coladas”
22;55
He kept looking in the ??toilet?? for his
baby brother(())
23 : 0 5 Everything was
on steroids except for his voice!
23;15
You're going to be the __best__
lifeguard at the whole pool
My back aches so much, I want to lie down so bad but I have to finish this godamn poster that I'm not even that proud of I really don't know what to do with myself anymore
23;25
He resembles
an ^0lder gay jonas brother
23:35
Down goes Hollywood!?
18:34
He seems to have m o. r e
friends
now that he is [[dead ]]than
when he was
alive??@#
I swear I saw this ad for a person you can hire to come to your funeral, who then stands in the distance with sunglasses on looking all forlorn and mysterious.
I cant imagine anyone actually doing this but I love that idea. A little dramatic flare and mystery to your life.
18:36
:;the
coffin
is
moving
i^m telling YOU!
18:46
For @#gods sake!!__
he was #@$shagging dad!""
18:57
Hes having a
seizure? !
Then
whys he all
tied up? :(
19: 10
Hes fucking dead... ..
.. .
19:20
Im going
to
>kill
h. im
19:30
*coffin knocking
I am reminded of that old custom of when people used to attatch a bell to the headstone
of a burial spot, with a cord running into the coffin beneath the ground. So that if you are ever
in the terrifying situation of being buried alive, you had the neat opportunity to ring the bell and alert
people that you are in fact not dead.
19:40
She'll survive.
18:36
:;the
coffin
is
moving
i^m telling YOU!
18:46
For @#gods sake!!__
he was #@$shagging dad!""
18:57
Hes having a
seizure? !
Then
whys he all
tied up? :(
19: 10
Hes fucking dead... ..
.. .
19:20
Im going
to
>kill
h. im
19:30
*coffin knocking
I am reminded of that old custom of when people used to attatch a bell to the headstone
of a burial spot, with a cord running into the coffin beneath the ground. So that if you are ever
in the terrifying situation of being buried alive, you had the neat opportunity to ring the bell and alert
people that you are in fact not dead.
19:40
She'll survive.
The Proposal 2009
<<< Minimal Scratching [[19/04 22:35 I told her you were... otherwise engaged
22:47
Would you p l e a s e ,
with cherries on ^^top,
marry me?
I hope that if I were to marry someone one day they would NOT do it in public. No offense to public proposals and
the whole shebang of the sign behind their head and like a runway for the girl to walk along. I would much rather prefer
a private way more intimate setting. This is to say if I ever even want to get married, I remember a friend of mine when we were younger, say that
she couldnt imagine me with anyone. Needless to say I was very offended haha but I can also see their point. I am very much
a person who enjoys their space and independence, their family. But come to think of it, I think it is a bit lonely to not have
someone in the end?
2 2 :58
can we wait two seconds!!?
before we throw the
kitchen sink at
one another ?
22:59
<< D V D E R R O R >>
23:09
The ??eagle??
came to take the
dog??
23:20
I've never been anywhere
but here,
this is home <3
I have never understood the idea of staying in one spot the entirety of your life.
To never learn of places outside of what you know, to enrich your knowledge and culture and learn
new things and meet new people? Having moved across continents, and traveled inbetween, I find its more the people
that act as a home and not the place.
23:30 Dont take this the wrong way but you are a {{very]] beautiful woman
23:40 Balls? Thats what comes to your heart?
2 3: 5 0 I dont think @#?hijacking?! a boat is the best way to express your frustration... 00:00 So youre just \ going to let her go? <<00:10 <3 Marry me. Because I would like to date you.
//Oceans 11//
2001 S e v ere scratching, chip p ed inner circle 29/04
20:49
That 70s show actor always in good movies but never the main role, maybe thats how it should be, consistant pay out of the spotlight.
My mom and I were talking about how awful it must be to be very famous, it is certainly something I would never dream of. Also the fact that a lot
of them turned to substance abuse to eleviate the pressure, it must be a bit of a lonely life.
20:49
20:53
Im always exposed to poker in media and movies but dont think the desire to learn how to play has ever enticed me.
I always fear the day I will be forced to play poker, I feel like that would happen. I dont care for it.
20:53
20:54
Im running away
with
your
wife ;)))
20:57
>$%>>DVD ERROR<<@#@!
20:58
Dancers in the windows remind me of amsterdams
red light district WHICH I accidentally stumbled
upon while walking with my GRANDMA. Safe to say I
dont think ive ever seen her eyes so wide.
20:58
21:01
Really cool camera angle from the back of the car, sometimes I wonder if I made a mistake going into graphic design and
should have gone to a film school of some sort instead. A lot of my works use video or moving image in some sort of way.
Then I think learning about film solely, would it have gotten me anywhere? I worry about that with graphic design as well,
but I mean it does also give me the opportunity to use it as a medium so isnt that better? unfortunately now I have the dread that I have
surface level knowledge about what we've been exposed to in the last three years but not actaully a indepth skillset. I fear I am in a
constant battle about whether I should think about the future and secure a path that supports me, or simply going with the flow and doing what I think I enjoy because
life is too short.
21:01
21:04
You're
out of your
@#goddamn??! minds
21:09
DVD ERROR
It was at this point my father and I had an argument on whether this actor was Clint Eastwoods son,
Scott Eastwood, and because my father cannot let it go until he knows he is correct.
He had the unfortunate wake up call that I was in fact right and it was not Scott Eastwood. I often times
feel really guilty about how I can snap at my dad, I dont know what comes over me, he can in no way, whatsover, provoke me and yet I still
can revert to this awful spoilt and bratty teenager. I hope one day I can repay him for everything he has ever done for me because
I know I have put him through it at times haha. It is fascinating how once you move out of home, you can adult so hard and garner
a mature independnce, but once I go home for the weekend. I revert to some other lazy entity.
21:12
Hang
on to your
knickers :)))
Absolutely absurd british accent, I miss the old transatlantic accent they did in old hollywood.
it was an interesting blend of british and american and then somehow sounding like neither. I also find it
interesting that I get so many interpretations of my own accent, ive gotten people thinking im Austrailian, British or even American.
When I talk to friends back in South Africa they also mention how american ive started sounding. Either that or im apparently a very posh
british person. I imagine it does have something to do with going to an international school, I wish I could hear the sound of my own voice.
I think ive come to accept my accent has become a "pavement special" a mix of a bunch.
21:16
Dog racing is such an odd concept and one ive only seen in American media,
it does remind me of this video a girl took on a first tinder date with a guy and
he took her to a pig racing event. I would definitly go on a second date.
20:58
Elvis presley music always reminds me of that movie the Game Plan with Dwayne the Rock Johnson. For some reason I think
it happened to be my first exposure to Elvis. Tainted by the Rock. Anyways thats all I really knew as well as how
Elvis died. I dont think anybody wants to die like that.
20:58
21:22
DVD ERROR
This dvd has given me the most problems, my dad is always amused, saying it reminds him of a broken record,
playing over and over. Im sure it should since he is ancient. Its funny because I have resorted to DVDs as my physical media of choice
but a lot of people my age also prefer record collecting and having a record player. It is a nice idea, I always admired my moms collection.
But when i thought of doing it myself, I cant imagine how to even start. I have millions of songs on my spotfiy, very specifically curated
and also from random personal origins and often times scores from films. I cant imagine collecting vinyls and it being as impressive and detailed
as what i have on my phone.
//21:24
Everyone...
sober?
21:26
The old school digital interfaces as they map out their heist plan reminds me of the movie Tron.
Also love the score to that movie, I listen to it when I work. What was so funny this year
was that in my spotify wrapped, the "Kung fu Panda 2" movie score was my most listened to album. SUE ME, but it is
one of the most beautiful scores ive listened to. Alongside "How Train your Dragon", "Sinbad; Legend of the Seven Seas"
and "Spirit; Stallion of the Cimarron". I think its one of my more nerdy atribbutes, listening to a whole bunch of animated film scores
hence why I also never offer to play music in a group setting cause I know "Oogway Ascends" will happen to get in the mix and will recieve
a lot of funny looks. But there is something to be said about movie music and how its designed to literally impact you emotionally.
Whats also super sweet and not to get all gushy is that the guy ive started dating studies music and produces music for short films. Safe to say
I think we have a funny little bond over this .
21: 33
O b s eqience is a word??#@!!
21:37
>>D V D ERRO R
21:45
Heavin forbid she gives him a chaste kiss on the corner of his mouth in public.
I feel I have seen much worse offenses of PDA.
21:48 "Manet and Monet, one had syphillus one married his mistress." . .. . "They also painted occasionally."
21:4 9 DVD ERROR
22:0 2 DVD ERROR AND EJ EC TIO N
22:05
You stupid bastard
This line came right after the DVD acting up for the one hundredth time
and I felt really encapsulated my frustration. There is something to be said about the
patience you have to have, and I am sure we used to have back in the day. I think there is a
small duty in collecting physical media, but it certainly comes with it own quirks.
22:08
I have a song from the barbie movie "Princess and the Pauper" stuck in my head. "To be a princess" THOSE movies are BOMB.
22:14
(sm o o th ja z z zz)
22:16
DVD ERROR
Everytime I load it back up it sounds like a bloody jet engine taking off. Now that I think about it I cant
even grasp how planes fly. Yes I can easily look it up but I wont. I can also say the same thing for a million other things,
wifi is incomprehensible to me. Bluetooth? Pictures? If I time traveled back into history and I explain the brilliance of all these
inventions of the future and some roman plebian asked me "So how do you make that?", I for real could not tell him.
22:21
Never understood the appeal of Las Vegas
22:23
"Hows your wife?"
"Pregnant. ..Again"
"Well,
it happens"
2 2:28
@#!%DVD !!ERROR
22:31
Their power is cut off for a minute and chaos ensues. Imagine if they had to deal with the loadshedding
in South Africa. An INTENTIONAL shutdown of electricity because the demand exceeded the capacity. We had different levels
and depending on how worse the level was, the longer you would go without power. I think level four had us without power for twelve hours a day.
The inconvenience and the memes that came with that is so special and personal to South Africa haha.
22:31
2 2 :53 Did you check the //((0batteries?#@
22:40 DVD ERROR
22:50
how long will you be???:(
James Bond:
Skyfall 2 01 2
Scratching, frayed dvd box
30/04
21:03
Saying goodnight to my mom and explaining what im doing for this project again.
Except its hard because i dont even know what i am doing. Just hoping ill come up with something aweinspiring.
I fear thats the working process of many of my projects, doing stuff and hoping it will turn into something better.
I often times feel like an imposter when it comes to this degree. what do i really know of graphic design. It is also funny
because i am a chronics stresshead, and stuff like this gets my mind all twisted and when i complain ive been told,
"You realise you are stressing about having to watch a movie everyday" that really puts things into perspective i have to say. TO BE FAIR,
studying a creative degree does come with the pressure of no garuntee or stability.
21:06
I have a good feeling about the quality of this dvd
(famous last words, she was in fact worse than yesterdays viewing)
21:06
21:08
My dad about james bond, "hes rather suave"
21:08
21:0 9
0 07---,
are you alright ?
2 1:10
DVD ERROR
21:14
LOVE Adeles theme here
21:17
ive drifted off to thinking about the book i finished reading today which was INSANE.
Sometimes i worry or am intimidated by people who read intellectual and self help books,
or have pretentious coffee table books they never touch but then i remember that life is
literally too short to care and i will enjoy my sci fi adventure book in defiance. With the added
pleasure of a subplot romance.
21:17
21:19
"obituary? what a bitch" - my dad
21:20
To hell with
d i g nity,
ill leave when the jobs
done.@!$
You tell em Dame Judi Dench. I dont think you will catch me putting my
job before my life but to each their own.
21:22
30 minute phonecall break with a guy im dating. Sorry dad :)
Its funny because i should be focusing on a million things like internship applications,
projects and assignments but all i can think about is when am i going to see this guy again.
I feel like i am allowed to feel this way, for the first time in my life i am decentering
school. Its a necassary change and helps put into perspective that not everything is about
my degree and future. It has certainly alliviated pressure. I am happy i waited so long
untill i felt ready, if i had met him beginning of last year nothing would have happened.
I think it was good to grow with myself first, get a sense of who i am and what i want before learning these
things about another person. I always imagined dating would just be like a friend but better but i have to admit
theres a lot more to it than that that i would not have been prepared for up until this year.
And sure, i was way insecure about having bnever dated anyone in the past compared to a LOT of friends, but i think Everyone
is on their only timeline and comparison is the thief of joy.
21:22
22:05
London is sooo different to how it is in media. Its a lot less clean.
2 2 ::12
DV D E
RRO
R
22:16
Why not stay
dead ?
22:21
Saying goodnight to my brother. I often get really jelous or a parallel universe version of my brother where he
isnt autistic and is a normal 20 year old guy that isnt mentally and physically stunted. I am envious of the things
we could be doing together like normal siblings would, hell i yearn to argue and bicker with him and of course i do anyways
but it doesnt come with him fighting back. It is lonely to have a sibling you cant talk to. To have a person in your life
that you can only minimally interact with. And then i get angry with myself because the relationship we have
is something beyond others comprehension and in a way, way more closer than if it was normal. It certainly is a love hate relationship
and i am not one to waste time over thinking what could have been, it is what it is and actively have to learn to appreciate it.
22 : 2 7
(tense spy music)
22:39
DV D
ER R O
R
22:44 I didnt order anything.
Not even you.
2 2:50
$ @! DV D E RROR &^%
22:5 7 I know when a
woman is afraid
and pretending not
to be
2 3:0 5 D VD ERRO R
23: 007
Hello James,
\\\Welcome
23:10
The villian is going on about rats, I can only think of that medieval torture method. Where a bucket with rats is secured
to the guys belly and then fire is but at the back of the bucket so that the rats have nowhere else to go but t and knaw themselves
free through the dudes gut. This is disgusting and inhumane but unfortunately i find these stories absolutly fascinating. This is coiming
from a girl who when she was like eleven or twleve, one of her guilty plesure shows was "A thousand ways to Die", she also read "Horrible Histories" when
she was even younger than that AND when she went to Germany in 2010, BEGGED her parents to go to a medieval torture museum. There are some
questonable photos of me as a little girl smiling next to a guillotines and whatnot.
23:10
23:17
Its a wa s t e o
f good
scotch
23:27
Oh good,
theres in coming
2 3:2 9
DVD ER ROR
23:35
I used to dream of a situation that put me in public absolutly aurafarming
23:37
I wont miss next time
23:43
Aston Martin reveal. James Bonds theme ensues. Chills along my skin. At this point im locked in on the movie.
23:43
23:46 Orphans
make the best recruits
23:52
Shit, i need to get a gift for mothers day
23 :5 4 D VD E RR OR
23:56
Welcome to Scotland
SCOTLAND. FOREVER
00:06Now its just me
and h e r
This dude has some serious mother issues and she isnt even his mother.
Whats that freudian thing where he says sons are cted to their mothers?? Bruh
00:06Now its just me and h e r
00:08
#@! DV&%#!D
E R R OR&^%
00:16
Free both of us
why are injuries in movies downplayed. Id be screaming in agony if i had a knife wedged between my shoulder blades.
I remember when i was younger i also wanted to be a stunt lady. It still seems like such an epic job,
you get paid to throw yourself off cliffs or soemthing. In hindsight, probably not the safests bet but certainly and exciting one.
Crazy Stupid Love
2 011
Slight scratching
01 /05
21:31 I want a divorce
Ironically she said as my parents argue in the background. Not to put my entire heart on my sleeve but i do wonder
sometimes if my parents are okay. Of course they have their moments where i am completley convinced love is real And
theyre happy but other times i swear it puts me off the entire notion of getting married. I am terrified of the idea of getting married and being in Love
then slowly as the years go by you start to detest one another and the notion of it turning into hatred. It is a mssive committment for
the rest of your life? Its not an easy concept.
21:40
Another vodka cranberry?
21:43 Im so much older
than I thought id be
VALID. I try not to get scared by the idea of aging but how could i not when were consistantly
told to enjoy our youth while it lasts? That it only gets worse from here? Like damn, i try to look at it from
the perspective of me absolutly chilling in an old age home. I would be watching tv shows on repeat, playing sims and minecraft for hours.
Im lazy now with stress about school work and future career now, but imagine how amazing it will be when im allowed to be lazy when im old. In that sense
im more excited. Maybe its more a vanity thing, i want to be young and have nice skin and full body autonomy. That will eventually
whither away and will just have to accept it.
21:43 Im so much older than I thought id be
21:50 she will rue
the day
you never get a male makover montage and after this scene i think we should have way more.
Why is it always the girl.
21:50 she will rue the day
22:00
Wanna get out of here?
Its Ryan Gosling. Duh
22:0 4
@#!D V D ERROR##!
22:10
You did. You
"Miyagied" me
22:17
You should be studying the
ceiling of his
bedroom
Guffaw
22:17 You should be studying the ceiling of his bedroom
22:20
I have marked myself with a
scarlett J for you Jessica!
I sometimes get dissapointed that i didnt get an epic highschool romance.
The notion of an epic first love in your youth felt shoved down my throat back then
from books and movies and i do feel like it really made me insecure that it didnt happen.
Its funny cause they prepare you in school about peer pressure and saying no to drugs, i felt there was
way more social pressure to be with a boyfriend and we were kids?? Maybe i felt it way more personally
and i think its definitly part of what made me who i am today.
22:30 Nine? You showed me :(()) 22:35 D V D ERROR$%! 22:40 I work Dirty Dancing into the conversation ))
22:44
Such a beautiful scene of them talking into the night and getting to know eachother. I Yearnnn.
22:50
DVD ERROR.. . again $%@!
23:00
(Spandeau Ballets "True")
Love this song
23:00 (Spandeau Ballets "True")
23:10
Im in love with her.
I dont know what i was doing
before
this.
Swoons. Safe to say i am a hopeless romantic
23:20
Im prepared
to shoot you in the face
with it
23:22
DVD
E R RO R
Shes the Man 2006
>>Great Condition
03/ 05
12:1 9 You want me to turn you into your
brother?
12:23
I feel like i could play a much more nonchalant dude
12:23
12:30
Just busy being a
guy :))3
12:40 Girls with asses like mine,
dont talk to guys with
faces like yours .
12:42
Why would this have been interesting if Amanda Bynes fell in love with the girl instead of Channing
12:42
12:50
Youre an appealing guy,
man.
"Guy man.""??
12:52
Gender envy is so real. I remember wanting to be a boy when i was younger and sometimes even now. The idea
of less pressure, getting away with whatever you want, doing whatever you want and going anywhere. Say what you want, being
a woman is hard and terryfying. It is ingrained in our systems from so early on about how to not put ourselves out there too much, dont
draw attention to yourself. How to be safe, to be cautious and how to defend ourselves or even just being taught to mindlessly endure things
because "it is what it is". Of course its never the case for everyone and im hardcore generalising but there was a part of me as a little girl, who envied the group of boys
that got to stay late out not have a care in the world about how they acted or looked like. There is a certain freedom in boyhood that can never
be the same for girls, if only a bit more nuanced. Not to say i had a AWFUL childhood as a girl, but there were momentary lapses of jelousy.
13 :00 "" What are you going to do,
drown me in your tears? ""
13:10
This has been fun
but i
have to go
shave
13:20 my intensity scares some people
13:30
is it just me or does this
soccer game have more nudity
than most
13:40
you dont need a
man to wear a
beautiful dress
Pirates Of the Caribbean,
Dead Man’s chest
2006
Great condition
19/05
19;23 Jack sparrow is a ___d y ing breed
19:33
You'll find a ship,
a ship with black sails
19;43
They intend to do him the
honor of releasing him
from his fleshy prison
Oh to be a pirate galavanting across the seven seas on a million adventures. Honestly just want to dress like a pirate, the drip is insane, and to feel a bit androgynous. I feel like this adventure genre is a bit of a lost art, I yearn for more.
19;53
He's got my eye!
He won't give it back
God what a FANTASTIC film, I will just be in awe and try not to think of the million of things I should be doing but I mean TECHNICALLY this is work. So. “Oh no! I have to watch a couple of movies for a project, the TERROR! Life is such a prison “ ;)
19;53 He's got my eye! He won't give it back
20:03 What vexes all men? A woman <33 20:13 {[}One soul is not equal to another
20;33
I feel sullied and unusual
Valid quote and similar to my own predicament. Had a Phone call with my dad cause he wanted to see my new NAKED PEARLY WHITES just took my braces off this morning it is the most BIZARRE feeling in the world, so soft and smooth. I feel like an old person with just gums and my teeth look massive for my mouth. Will just take some getting used to again
20;43
"I'm here to find the man I love"" ! !@
.. .
"I'm really flattered son,
but my first and only
love is the
\\sea
2 0:53
It was {{]}never about
winning or \
losing
There are no survivors 21:03
21;1
3
I _knew you'd warm up to me
eventually :))
2 1:23
I've
got a
Jar of dirt!
21;33
Abandon ship
21;43
Against the cold
and the sorrow
How to
train Your dragon
2 010
<<>>Great Condition!!
18/05
21;53 Trolls exist!!
they steal your socks,
but only the left ones. ::(())
22;03why dont you just.. . fl y away?
I wish i could fly away right now, my head is so foggy with everything going on. this past week has honestly been a bit
hell and overwhelming and i am really struggling to delagate tasks and failing to manage the stress. Im watching this movie while
writing up application email drafts. I feel so left behind and insecure about my work and nothing is feeling very dandy right now.
Boy do i love when people say they have an internship, the highlight of my week.
22;13
T o othless?
.. ..I could have sworn you had teeth[[]]
22:23
Youre acting weird. Well, weirder.
22;33
Oh ))great Odins ghost!
This is it
its so sweet to watch this movie again after obsessivly listening to its soundtrack for years and now i feel i can watch
it with a more intune depth and feeling because the music is all i can hear and it is good. And now cue "romantic flight" i even know
the names by heart.
22;43 Night Fury!@# $
22;53
all hells going to break loose.. .
so are my undies, good thing I brought extras
I have now written up three more applications. My state of mind is feeling less deteriortated. Please god let some studio want me.
23;03
Hiccup!
Crazy interested in peoples experiences with "phantom limb" the idea that you lose a part of your body but you can still feel it??
Grownups
2010
29/05
Slight Scratching <<<
22:14You got yourself a .. . tasty quesadilla
I am so burnt out it's not even funny. It's one thing after the other, I'm hoping by putting on an “easy” movie I can manage. Have to multitask between this and another project. Something I'm so lost with, I really hope I don't get so much backlash when I talk with my lecturer tomorrow but I can keep upppp
22:14You got yourself a .. . tasty quesadilla
22;25
Looks like she
didn't get the memo
What I would give to be in a cosy log cabin house on the lake and it to be warm summer . I'm so excited for this semester to be over SUE ME
22;35 You got toe
22;45
He just ))bit his chicken
I'm going to have this song stuck in my head “if you like pina coladas”
22;55 He kept looking in the ??toilet?? for his baby brother(()) 23 : 0 5 Everything was on steroids except for his voice!
23;15
You're going to be the __best__
lifeguard at the whole pool
My back aches so much, I want to lie down so bad but I have to finish this godamn poster that I'm not even that proud of I really don't know what to do with myself anymore
23;25
He resembles
an ^0lder gay jonas brother
23:35
Down goes Hollywood!?
Bridget Jones Diary
2 001
Minimal Scratching
31/05
09:21
One of the best opening scenes ever ALL BY MYSELF solo,
09:25 Then I think a well timed
@!bl0wjob is
probably the ^^best answer
09:3 5
Mr Tits pervert
09:45
If you spent the
e nt i re
party flirting with other woman,
you’ll drive mum mad :]
:(()
09:55 When I said I loved you,
I didn’t mean it, I was being ironic
There was this reel I saw that said something in reference to “is it better to speak or to die?” And that it is always better to be true to your feelings, it doesn’t hurt anyone to be told they’re loved.
09:55 When I said I loved you, I didn’t mean it, I was being ironic
10:06
She supposed to be sliding |
||\
down
the pole, not climbing up it!
10:16 Where the $@!!fuck$% is the f u c king tuna
10:26
It’s raining men:))
hallelujah !!1
10:36 It is just such a terrible
pity for England to..
to lose such a great!!
legal brain
10:46
Everyone knows diary’s are just...
full of crap
Classic chaotic British woman trope, would love to live a life as obnoxious and shameless as hers where embarrassment doesn’t exist
// Kung fu Panda \\\| 200 8
30 May 21:47 ^^*Remember* whoever I choose will not only bring p e a ce ___ to the valley, but also to you2 1 :58 My patience is wearing th i n
22:08Quit, don’t quit, noodles!
This past week has been a bloody emotional rollercoaster my god, between work and personal stuff the stress and mental exhaustion was quite heavy . To now know this is my homework and this particular line has been poetry to me and has made me determined to continue my very best
22:18 He had to destroy what he created .. . but how could he
22:28
This>>
is what you’ve trained me for!!@#
I don’t know whether to text this boy right now and it’s eating me up alive like damn.
22:38 but he didn’t teach you everything
22:48 Who denied me my destiny ?